Flyingsneakers

I'm back to end this livejournal. Hahaha. I'm so weird.

It seems as if I just went to have a countdown for 2007 yesterday/ a few days ago. Time pass super super duper fast. And I really can't believe I actually survived this whole year! Well, I guess this whole year has been a rollercoaster ride for me, filled with ups and downs, and many other emotions. Basically, I never imagined I could have gone through my A's , relationship problems, friendship problems just like that. With just a snap of fingers, here I am, awaiting for the arrival of 2008, and wondering what's in store for me in future. Somehow, I don't feel like growing up, facing more challenging circumstances/ obstacles in the road ahead. 

2007. It may be the most memorable year of my whole entire life. It involves so much tears, sweat, pimples, sweat, blood/ whatever. And I think this year is the only year that changed my way of thinking and the way I live. Somehow, I think I'll miss 2007, cos it brought me so many memories that are still so dear to me. Let yours truly summarise my 2007. 

Alevels/JC/Exams: I've never handled so much stress in my life ever ever ever before. And of cos, I've never grown so many pimples on my forehead before. DUH. So much encouragement from friends/family/church. If not for them, I wouldn't have pulled myself up again and face the unthinkable amount of stress. And I would really like to thank God for being there for me always always always, for listening to my prayers, and motivating me with your word of wisdom. Seriously, I thought I would jump down from a building on the first day of A's. I thought I would end my life before that. Nevertheless, with much help from the people around me, I survived through this torturing A's! :D 

Relationship: Well, haha, I wouldn't say too much about this though. Hmm, it kinda saddens me that I couldn't spend a countdown with you for another year like we did for 2007, but I wouldn't say I regretted it, cos as much as I've rmbed from the memories, we had fun and we were happy. :) But somehow, someone told me," someday, all good things would come to an end." And I agree with it. Due to my self-centredness, I screwed up quite abit, but I guess this is a part and parcel of everyone's life, dont you think? After doing some self-reflection, I knew where I had gone wrong and I'm quite happy I got over it. Cos I made everyone worried by bawling like some shit in school. I literally threw my face away at that period of time. Hey, but I think I just have to learn from this experience and not do it again. I'm quite glad that everything ended on a good note eventually. I wouldn't wanna make more enemies though. :D 

Friendship: Yes yes, my Perfect6. We've got through ALOT I know. And it's alot. But I guess, we need to forgive and forget ya? We get to know our own flaws through one another this year, and faced many problems. I still love each and everyone of you guys no matter what ok. HUGS. 

Church: I've been spending most of my time with them nowadays! And they're a great bunch of people! And I'm sure they're people whom God has sent them to talk/chat/crap with me when I try to think too much. LOL. 

The most interesting/wonderful/exciting part of 2007 is still my beloved Ipod, Mr. Bf. :D He's like the best thing that happened to me. Ever. :D I love you Alethea! :D Oh , and I just gave my dad his Xmas gift. He was smiling like from ear to ear. LOL. 

OK. I realised I typed alot. So I deleted quite a number of stuff though. Hahaha. And to end off, PLEASE VOTE FOR CANPHYLIA PANG SHIJIA FOR THE INTER-JC PAGEANT! :DDDDD And her name is spelt CARPHYLLIA IN THE WEB INSTEAD. PLS VOTE HERE!

The last photo is abit blur. BUT NVM. YOU KNOW IT'S CANPHYLIA CAN ALR. PRETTY CAN ALR. :D 

LASTLY, bye 2007! :D 
 

Kay, I'm sorry for whatever trouble I've caused ok? I'm really sorry! But I guess you won't give me a reply though. I know you've helped me through all the shit and i've given you alot of shit problems. It's like everyone is telling me stuff which I didn't wanna hear, but I have to. I wanted to believe you two ok. I seriously wanted to believe you two but at that time, the situation doesn't allow me to! I had no choice either. You think I like to criticise you? You think I like to make a big fuss out of everything? No. I dont. You think I go around telling pple bad stuff you do? No, I dont ok! Even after we broke up, I still respect you as my friend who once knew everything about me and care about me. I tell people nice stuff about you. People ask me about you, I just tell them whatever sweet stuff you did. I dont go around spreading fucking stupid rumours. This time round, I just merely tell those who wanted to know what happened. I didn't mean to make things go the wrong way. You think I like to listen to all these gossips? You think I believed every single one of them? Of cos not. Maybe I just overreacted in whatever has happened ok? You cant possibly imagine me sitting down there listening to every single rumours and just nod my head and listen to them right? I know I dont have the right to know whatever life you're having now. I really dont have the right. But could I just sit down and do nothing when suddenly all these stuff come crashing onto me?
No.
I wanted to hear what you've to say, but you just said nvm and all. So who am I supposed to believe.
The crowd or the victims?
Sigh. I really thought we could be friends to end off this whole jc thing you know.
But I guess, it's not really possible, cos you won't reply me, and i'll just be the stupid dumbass sitting down here trying to explain things. 
So what's the point?

I've alr tried my best, believing in whoeevr is trustworthy and whoever is not.
Sigh. I sincerely, seriously dont wanna lose a friend and gain an enemy.
Now I know more about the truth, things are better btw me and her. 
I just wanna make things right. like seriously. you may thinking i'm talking cock. but no, i'm not. I sincerely wanna remain as friends, pls understand my plight/situation when things get abit out of hand earlier. 

And  I guess too many people know about my existence.
I hate it cos it will cause too many unnecessary attention. too many. 
And I'm too tired to face this world. 
Taking a break from every single thing.

Quote from Adele: sometimes when things are lost, don't try to recover it. even if you do, things may never be the same. some things are just better lost.

Hahaha, Adele you rock. Hello peopleeeeeeeee. SERIOUSLY I AM PERFECTLY FINE LA. LOL. Kay la, I know everyone's concerned about me, I feel so loved. AND OMGGGGG, TALKING ONLINE ALR. HAHAHHAAHA. And he knows my livejournal so I cannot really say whatever I want about him alr. But aiya, you guys know la hor. :DDDDDD 

And I think alot these few days cos of what had happened, and what I predicted would happen. 
Sometimes I think guys actually should have a fair share of a r/s too. Like after a breakup right, if a girl gets together with another guy immediately, then it's ok. However, when guys immediately get together with a girl, then they're call bastards. LOL. So weird right. Actually, it depends whether the girl dumps the guy or vice versa. Seriously ah girls, never get dumped. Go dump the guys immediately when you suspect something. LOL. Then your tears wont be so freaking wasted. Anyway back to my point. Actually, if a girl gets into a rushed r/s aft a breakup, they should be call bitches too. LOL. Eh what the hell am I talking about, I should be helping the girls instead. But aiya, stereotype thinking will leads us to an unfair judgement, you see. So I shall be fair and conclude that guys should be treated fairly too. :D 

And it seriously sucks when you see your ex getting tgr with your best friend. That one is ultimate alr. That one ah, the guy can be eliminated, castrated, discriminated or whatever la huh. Then your best friend is not worth your friend. Eh but what to do. LOVE IS BLIND. As what I've told Jan, " In a r/s, simply anything can happen, an 8 year r/s can just break apart just because of some stupid reason." Just like my cousin la! Totally disappointed with him. Get together with the girl's close friend after an 8 year r/s. 8 years leh! Mine the most 1 year plus only sia. Anyway, guys will get tired of their partner like after so many years one la, that one I can understand. Cos I get tired also, even like 5 months. Everyday see that person will damn sian one leh. Imagine seeing that person for like 10 yrs or so. Every morning you wake up, also see that face. LOL. So boring lor. So every morning must change new face. HAHAHAHA.. I'm joking la. So my mummy always tell me," GO GO. GO MEET OTHER GUYFRIENDS. Make more guyfriends! Then you have a wide range to choose from!" Lame la she. So I seriously pei fu and applaud for couples who can last till death without any extra marital affairs. 

Sometimes, I think I should go for a sex change cos being a guy is much better. They dont have to lose blood for duno what reason for a certain period of the month. Being a guy is also very cool. HAHAHAHA. So I always tell people that I dunno if I'm a guy or girl. LOL. Guys' eyes and minds can wander around in a r/s but for girls, very difficult. 

But anyway, cheers to singlehood, sisterhood or whatever shit. Cos I dont need the unnecessary attention, sweet talk, honeymoon period, probation period. Guys ah, if you wanna lie in order to get into a r/s or woo a girl, please la huh, wake up, and say byebye. Please just tell the truth and ya, just tell the truth. Girls ah, dont trust guys so much first ok? Unless, you're really sure you're gonna marry him. Which is quite impossible for most of us now. Cos guys haven't go ns yet, they haven't mature enough. HAHAHAA. But there're of cos better guys around! Die la. I think I'll be an old hag in the future, with no husband, no kids, nothing. Ya, I always talk so much, in the end I also kena.

CHELSEA WHERE YOU MAN. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I AM BORED IN XIN JIA PO. AND THERE'S NO EYECANDY HERE NOW. ): 

Oh ya, must have conclusion, I forgot.
Conclusion: Dont get yourself stuck in a complicated r/s. Get yourself a nerdboy. :D

I met up with Januarius today! And yes, he's the one treating me free lunch at Cafe Cartel! :D I had the chicken&fish combo, and he had the pork ribs. I actually wanted to smear the whole margarine thing onto the bread and force him to eat. Hahaha. But aiya, pple left 5 days only. so must treat him nice nice. :D We talked alot, and he told me many many many things that I didn't know. At first I felt disappointed. Surprisingly, not sad. I dunno what's true and what's not. I forced Jan to tell me EVERYTHING. Poor him. But somehow, I'm glad he told me, if not I'll be still as blur and dunno what the hell is happening around me. Annndddd, somehow, I chose to accept it and take it as a test of my endurance and my determination on my way to sisterhood. Hahaha. Anyway, case closed, brother. 

Oh, and I gave tuition before meeting up with Jan. My student is a korean girl! Omg, the way they speak is damn freaking cool ok. :D I must learn Korean from her one day. :D Ok, you guys want photos right? Tadaaaa.
























Class photo! :D



The pianist who sang damn nice. :)



There's more to come but they're with my other friends. Will post them up in due time. HUGS.
 

  HI PEOPLE. PROM NIGHT WAS HELLUVA FUN! IT WAS DAAMN FUN OK. :DDDD AND IT WAS FUN BECOS OF STH ELSE ALSO. HAHAHA. 
LET ME EXPLAIN FROM THE START. 

Chelsea and Jacq came over to my place at 12plus, and yup, we proceeded to Cityhall to find sth for Jacq's hair. Then I was damn blur that morning, I keep huhing everywhere and I was quite tired la. After much consideration, jacq decided not to buy. We walked around raffles place to look for my necklace for prom. And we saw the J1 councillors preparing alr. Wah, not bad not bad. Oh, then we went to citylink. And I finally bought the necklace. Jacq wanted to buy the hairband but last piece. Poor thing. Always like that for her. HAHA. Nvm la jacq. Hugs.

Then we went to ClarkeQuay for the makeup and stuff. We loitered around to waste a bit of time cos not our appointment time yet. Then I was the first and the "guineapig" to have the makeup and hairstyling thing. It was damn funny la. Andthe fake eyelashes were like poking into my eye all the time, so difficult to see lor! Jacq was the Singapore Hilary Duff. hahah, I kept making her laugh while putting makeup. AND SHE KEEP ASKING ME IF HER HAIR IS NICE. Keep asking and asking. Go ask Hilary la ok? LOL. Chelsea made curlywurlys! She look very cute! And yeap, after that we had to walk around the mall to find the taxi stand with our makeup on, which invited alot of stares la. And in the end we had to book a taxi, cos no taxi knows there's an underground taxi stand in Clarke Quay. 

Proceeded back to my house! We did ironing, touchup, and got into our prom clothes! All of us look very nice! We kept on taking photos of ourselves. hahaha. Then it was time to go. Chelsea's bro fetched us to Swisshotel Stamford. Omg, then I was super nervous la. AND FINALLY WE REACHED!

We saw yanyan and ll, so we went up together first. OMG, SO MANY PEOPLE. And I was the only one wearing pants. LOL. COOL RIGHT. UNIQUE LOR. Hahah, but I look so out in the crowd of girls in dresses. Everyone suddenly look so different in their outfit. Ohhhhh... And Fengling was spotted to be prom queen candidate lor and she dragged me in. -.- Hahhahaha, we recommended Canphylia Pang instead. HAHAHHAHAHA. No no no thanks. We dont need the unnecessary attention. LOL. Then omg, so excited. Too excited till I ate too much of the appetisers. 

Then we settled down at our table. Adam, the emcee, was quite engaging la, but abit lame la. We ate, went to toilet. Took alot of photos! So prom = toilet-camwhoring. LOL. No la. The food was quite nice, but I was too excited to eat. LOL. But I tried ok... 85 bucks leh. Even the free pencil also must bring home. HAHAHAH. no la, i didn't. Then they have some lucky draw thing. Rosalind got it! Hahahaha, and we keep shouting Chuncheung la! Damn embarassing for her. The emcee thought he was her bf. HHAHAHA. Oh. And all of us had a hard time choosing the Prom Queen candidate. We only chose two and the last one anyhow. HAHAHHA. PromKing was quite easy to choose. Then there was performance by Amalina and somemore. But we were busy eating. Stand up take photos again. Go toilet again. HAHAH. Like normal routine like that. Then eat again. I was freaking full la, and my shoes were killing my feet lor. I almost died. I was drinking the weird weird soup until omg, I heard a damn nice voice la, with accompanyment of the piano. OMG. THIS GUY CAN SING AND PLAY PIANO. OMG SO CUTE . Then I was like damn excited. LOL. Jacq said," Kay, go up there and give him your coke, he must be thirsty alr." HAHAH. but I've never seen him in MJ before! So weird. :DDDDDDDD Then it was time for the top six candidates for prom king and queen. Omg, my dearest canphylia pang was up there! It was the first time I'm seeing Canphylia Pang doing catwalk ok. And there were questions asked. Canphylia's was: Which plastic surgery would you choose and why. Hahhaha, I shouted boobjob. LOL. In the end she say surgery for sharper chin. LOL. The whole process was super funny la. In the end, our Prom King and Queen was Fahmy&Ethelyn. They both super cute la! Very daring also, dance on stage somemore leh! Hai, I dont have date at all can. So sad lor. Haha, nvm. Eh, but Fahmy's voice dont suit his face. But Ethelyn& him look super cute together! And they had a husband and wife photoshoot outside. Like almost getting married can! :D My blessings for them man.. Oh our group did one too. I look fugly la. LOL. Anyway, the whole atmosphere became damn high la! And the whole crowd went into a chain thing lor! Super fun! But our chain always got jam, so always stuck there didn't move. LOL. My class were super high la! They put sago into other people's drinks! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. SO FUNNY. Some wanted to put fruits can. Then the whole thing was really really high. I was freaking tired after that, with the killer heels. Oh then, the night ended. Damn fun lor, I didn't want it to end. Then I took many photos with many people. :D Yay, so happy. 

Anyway, then the class guys went to catch a midnight movie, The Golden Compass. But I watch alr leh, and the rest of the girls wanted to go home and rest their feets and they've got work today. ): At first, one by one say go havoc, in the end, huh huh huh, what happen you tell me. So sian lor. Then I have no choice, cos I have no date, so no choice, so I went home. 

Kay, I will upload photos soon! Like after everyone has sent me the photos with me inside. Pls send me via email or msn if i'm online ok! Loveyou guys so much. 
I will miss you. (: